Playing with her mind ... he was actually chasing so that she'll dominate him ... into an absolute form ...by the well known romanian essayist Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
Have you ever thought that a person who is torturing another person is actually chasing... to be tortured?!
... finding in fact joy into that ... both torturing, but also being tortured.
Most probably ... not.
But i saw that ... happening.
He was a bank director and she was actually a simple employee from the bank.
I saw him ... as a tough guy ... and cannot explain to myself ... how they could be together .... cause they were so, so different.
Yes ... he was so tough .... and she looked to me such a sensitive woman.
And ... i even had the impression that he was so ... manipulative with her.
Few years later ... i met her ... at a close friend of mine.
We've drunk a coffee together and suddenly she started to tell me their story.
It looked like ... he was playing with her mind ... trying to teach her ... how to manipulate him ... but also torture him psychologically.
I was shocked.
I ... didn't know what to reply to her.
But it looked like ... they were all the time playing those weird games.
He was asking her to treat him ... like a dog ... like a slave ... like her sexual prisoner... and in many other ways.
And ... he felt so excited while they were doing that.
It was almost ... like the switch of the roles they were paying into the real life.
... adoring to do it.
But my normal question to her ... was" ... why?! Why do you think such an intelligent man would want to play such games?!"
She smiled ... replying ... "He was so, so dominant ... by such a long time ... that he totally forget how was to be dominated by others.
So ... he needed those games.
... just to remember how it is ... and deeply understand how it actually is to be dominated.
He needed to know ... how his victims ... including myself... were feeling.
I felt strange to play such roles with him, but into the end ... i liked it.
Yes ... i've liked to play with him ... humiliating him in those sessions of total dominance.
It helped me understand... how i could be tough ... cause i was much too sensitive."
All ... looked so ... strange.
I could almost not believe... what i was hearing.
And ... still ... it was all ... a real case scenario.
Even ... if both looked like normal people to me.
Meditating ... i've dared to ask myself ... did i ever played such games?
And if not ... why I haven't done it yet?!
Most probably ... i could have the chance to understand more about the weirdness of the human being.
... and i am a human too ... so i could understand myself better.
That would probably help me a lot ... in improving my life ... into better.
But ... i was just delaying all.
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